Finally, I got it.

Write about your first computer.

There are somethings that you want dearly. Owning a computer, back then was my obsession.

I was hardly 18, when mu obsession with the computers started. When I was a small kid there was a T.V. series called Star Trek which later on influenced many such series to be made in our own language. Then came one movies which highlighted computer and it’s magic, thus, I dreamt of having one. But till my early teens, that was in 1990s when computer was popularised and made available to common public, I had to wait.

When I was doing my senior high school, I asked Papa to let me join some good computer course, back then, computer science was not a subject taught in our school and colleges. So, I opted for pvt. Institute.

While doing this, I started feeling that if I have my own PC at home how nice it would be. So, after completing first 6 months of the course, that is in1996, I requested Papa to buy me one.

But some how, it (the request) was unheard till 2000. Though, I was taken to some computer shops twice or thrice, giving me the impact that we’re about to buy. The result was always negative, as Papa didn’t find eirher the configuration or the company to his liking.

Side by side my computer degrees kept growing every year. Even if anyone in the family had to do some computer related work, I was driven to the nearest cyber cafe and made to do the required work. It was really so tiresome, sitting in those clumsy cabins, wrecking my brain for hours to get the desired result.

When, I was about to complete my 4th and last computer degree, a friend of Papa, who was astrologer also, once told me that my long waited wish is going to be over. At that time I was preparing for getting admitted to University, so o thought this is going to happen.

After 2 days of the encounter with astrologer uncle, one evening Papa took us for a ride and stopped in the computer market, took me to the shop, asked me to tell all the requirements in my PC, and finalise the deal.

1 day later during the day, it was 11.00 A.M. I think, that the door bell rang. I ran to open the door and finally, I got the computer.

I couldn’t believe my eyes, that I had to ask my younger brother to pinch me. His unbothered reply,” You are at your home and not in a some movie scene, where you need such dramatic activities”, made me realise that I was wide awake and it wasn’t a dream.

I could not bother to part from my PC even after 10 years, because it hold so many beautiful memories, incidents and above all I met my love my hubby through that. So, when it started to show signs of ‘dieing’ I was reluctant to let it go. But three years after my marriage, my brother finally sold it out.

So, that’s the whole story of my first and only computer. ❤💗

Heights

What’s the thing you’re most scared to do? What would it take to get you to do it?

The one thing I am most scared of doing is heights.

I cannot look down from even a couple of feet. It takes my whole courage to do so.

Once I hiked a hill top some how, amid a group of people, but coming down was a worst nightmare. Everything was swinging- swirling around me and mixing up into blur scene.

I want to do lot of adventure activities but I think it will take a while new lifetime to do so, because in this, I am not able to muster my courage.

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What do you complain about the most?

There is nothing that I complaint about. I believe some ups and downs are present in everyone’s life. Complaining about them is like wanting to eat sweets all the time, but that is too boring, isn’t it?

I love change. I adapt to them well, so, no there is nothing that can pressure me upto the point where it can make me seek refuge in complaining.

Situations and time keeps changing for everyone. I am not an exception and I cannot make any changes by complaining or whining. So what’s the use.

I believe in living life to the fullest and in the moment. That is my life philosophy.

Will live to the content of my heart.

What would you do if you won the lottery?

I will buy a hoard of books, few notebooks, some pens with extra refill, lots and lots of coffee supply and the will set on a long journey with no destination but few stops here and there.

Will spend my life travelling till my last breath. With no worry attached. A minimalist life, carrying few essential things.

This is my honest feeling. I will not waste my energy writing what I will actually not do but only write to impress people. As many would do. Atleast I know some who say one thing and do the other. Like to impress they would say that they wanna help the needy, give money to XYZ and rest they will use according to their wish. And believe me half of them turn on their words the moment they get money.

May be I sound selfish to you all but how can it be good when after giving a big amount in charity and then compromising with my wish. It’s said the charity starts with home, so I will follow it. And before I die if money is remaining I will donate or if not will donate my organs.

Ha ha ha!!!

What books do you want to read?

Sorry! Firstly for being rude to laugh like that but it’s not what it seems. Secondly, for are there or rather is thee any book that I don’t want to read?!

It’s such a cringe thing to ask to a book lover or and ardent reader. Because, as far as I know any book lover would love to read one and all books, they can lay their hands on. Making them favourites or closing them with simple appreciation, that they are finally over is another thing.

I want to read all the books in all the libraries around the world, the book stalls, shops or book lenders, online books( wherever, on any platform).

Recently I am reading books on Internet Archive.Org after that there are some books lined up in wattpad tbr list, Google Play Books, Kindle. Sometimes I switch between them. The physical books, which I have, are all read and re-read by me.

So, for me naming some particular books is not possible. Hope you all can understand what I mean.

Reading

What do you enjoy doing most in your leisure time?

My first favourite thing to do in any time not only leisure time, is Reading. Nothing can beat it.

Regarding counted academic books too, when I was young. Then it included even a chit of trash paper too. And now also it keeps on increasing its inclusion, which means books on line, blogs, sites where I can find material to read, kindle, Google play books, commercial pcs, research work, etc.

I mean there is so much to read out there. I love reading anything and everything under the sun.

P.S. – Place doesn’t matter where I read. If I find a torn paper lying on floor while walking on footpath, I will stop and read that paper than walk ahead. Got to thank Papa for giving me the love for reading. It’s from him I inherited this madness. My Ma was an ardent reader too but not to the extent of craziness. Love you both, Ma-Papa and miss you too.

My ideas for fun

List five things you do for fun.

Aah! That’s something I love discussing. Fun. Things I enjoy doing keep on changing time to time. Not because they become boring but because I love variations in everything. Choices do spoil me but then I have that mindset I can’t do anything about. So not taking long enough I’ll jot down my favourite ideas for fun…

Reading. May be it stays more or less the far most no. 1 favourite thing. Sorry about that as nothing, not any change can compete with the satisfaction of reading as fun activity.

Zentangling. My newly acquired hobby. Very relaxing and distressing. Anti anxiety.

Binge watching webseries. Any… from K-POP to C drama to English series to any, that catches my fancy.

Strolling in markets. This thing never goes out of date, right? I love window shopping with my kiddos.

Going on trips/ Travelling. This again remains on my list like forever.

These are my current favourite things for fun.

Nothing

If you could un-invent something, what would it be?

There is nothing that I want to un-invent. If something is not useful for one might be useful for another. Everything that has been invented has been invested with time, patience, struggles, hopes, tears, failures, hard earned money and finally success. So, no there is nothing that I want to un-invent.

Another thought is, anything that has come to be, has its meaning and use for their existence in this world. Nothing is useless.

Blessed Life

Can you share a positive example of where you’ve felt loved?

May be I am one of those few people who are really blessed to have a life full of joyous moments. Where, I cannot single out a particular moment.

Basically speaking, my whole life is a possitive example of being loved and cared for. Whether it’s being loved by my hubby or children and in-laws and even the various four legged friends I have or ever had. Moreover, I cherish my relationship with BFFs and near relations.

This whole thing, the aura of fulfilled life, started with the moment I came into being. My parents prayed for a daughter and my grandfather named me even before I was born. Thus, the beautiful journey of dreams and achievements started.

I can say that nothing is more pure and satisfied relation with oneself, when one is in love with their life itself.

What is your favorite animal?

Of course, it’s Dog 🐕!!! Holding my heart above all. All of them, may it be lion, tiger or monkey or cow or even a goat…they all come after him.

Horse being another heart captivating personality, still comes second to my Dogo love.