I never knew, I will betray myself by loving you so much.
I never knew, I will be the reason behind your heart ache.
I never knew, unknowingly I will move you away from your happiness.
I never knew, I will be one of those whom I hate.
I never knew, I will be able to fight my demons and defeat…but…
I never knew, these demons were not defeated but lurking behind my smiles and will leap up hold me under their sharp claws.
I N-V-E-R KNEW.
You sneaked up in my room, my heart missed a beat,
You smiled and I gasped, you threw open your arms and I was in,
While in the que of temple, you called my name and I was all lost,
We walked the length and breadth of the market hand in hand,
You looked in my eyes, promised me a lifetime of togetherness,
I hold your hand tight, widen my eyes to stop pain from pouring,
We smiled like we had eternity in our hands to be together,
You had to go, nothing I could do to stop you though I wanted to,
The moment you started on your journey I turned away to leave,
Not turning behind to wave, I had flood of emotions in my eyes,
This moment still holds my heart and the memory stops my beat.